hmm..today..i was kind of moody..erm..maybe my moodswings are geting alittle out of hand...and yeah..the lil "survey-form" thing still lingers in my head..still very upset abt it..today is supposed to be stef.xie's birthday.calssmates are going..but hiaz..i guess i'll just be playing "gooseberry" among them again..so decided to fake sick..and said tt i'm not feeling well and had tuition..well..i hope things will change..went to parkway with parents..had a long walk from the damn 14bus stop..took the wrong side(from town)..DAMMIT!...my instincts are detoriating..yeah..but the walk was nice..though it was smokey..well..time to get changed agn..had another mini quarrel with big sis n mom earlier in the afternoon..and another one at night..guess its just my moodswing..my level of patience is erm..decreasing?..well but good..it only happens at home..no one buggs me when i''m out..rather talk to myself than other people whom i'm not very familiar with..haaz..manz..i'm being such a mean person.. Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 11/16/2002 11:54:00 PM
a fwded msg fm "k"...its the survey form i sent to people in my address book...
> Q11.Do you like the person that send you this?
> Ans :: nOt bAd...
manz...this really did struck my heart at first..what a way to start my first blog..but oh well..this how i felt..yeah..i guess this really proves that now there is a barrier between us..i guess i'm not her type of friend that shes likes..neither will i stand in her way..its time to let go of this friendship..oh how m i gg to face them next year?..well good night..its late..time to change and take a break.. Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 11/16/2002 12:32:00 AM